I’m taking a chance.

I know my parents won’t ever EVER approve this, but…I want to sing.

I love to sing. It’s a hobby of mine. Ever since I was a kid.

The only thing that ever stops me is that I’m unbearably shy at crowds.

I’m unbearably shy to begin with, with single strangers and all, but a whole load of people? All eyes on me? It’s not something my nerves can handle too well. 

But I love to sing. I have very few friends who have heard me sing because I am horribly self conscious about my voice. They say it’s nice and I should consider being professional, but I never entertained that thought because it just wasn’t realistic enough and I was always expected to eventually go to med school.

Don’t get me wrong, it’s not that I hate my subjects. I like science, I really do.

But I love music. When I was in junior high, that’s when I was in choir. I really appreciated my teacher—Mr. Langham—who taught us to sight sing. Before that, I never knew how to even read musical notes, I just copied what I heard.

And so I’ve taken a chance and I’m going to take voice lessons.

I know I have a long way to go, but this is something that’s calling to me. I like to sing to my sisters. I like to sing to my close friends. It makes them happy and that, in turn, also makes me happy.

I will try my best to get over my fears of being on stage. Once I have progressed, I promise to show you all.

Of course I’m still going to continue my studies.

But I hope you guys will support me on this.

I’m not like the others who have been working ever since they were 4 for this, but I’m just as passionate as them about singing, and I’m willing to work hard.

My parents don’t think anything of it for now. They think it’s just a hobby.

But, I’m also planning to take either piano or guitar lessons next year because in my covers, I’ve always asked a friend to play for me because I can’t play an instrument. And as a side note, I know most (if not all) of you don’t know, but I’ve started practicing how to beatbox last month and I continue to practice every day.

I’m also asthmatic but it doesn’t hinder me much because I use my inhalers.

I have a lot to work on—not just my voice but other talents and certain things to work at, but it doesn’t deter me. This is something I really want to do.

When I was a kid, I never imagined that I’d be like this. I always thought I would take the usual route as planned but I guess things change.

Song of Saya

THIS. SHIT. CRAY.

Kind of Lovecraftian, full of mindfuckery, etc etc.

And trust me when I say this isn’t the weirdest VN I own, but it’s definitely up there in the rankings.

Why are Japanese people so full of weird

“The really cute and super sweet nerdy chick who makes the quarterback fall for her because she’s actually just a super hot chick with glasses.”

I want that as the fundamental premise of a movie.

I found a really good Dave X  Jade Homestuck fanfiction.

SCORE.

In other news; I don’t know how you got through high school with your grammar and spelling. You may not have been born in the US but you’ve been here for more than a decade and a 5th grader can do better than you. Weren’t you ever taught that writing is important? How do you expect people to take you seriously? You may speak okay, but you can’t verbally communicate with everyone. Hell, to be honest, even the way you speak is warped. Ghetto fabulous is hard to take seriously—you’re not even from the ghetto, so how did you turn out like this? I really don’t even

Planetboom just confirmed me.

Supaspsupasosupasosososo supa soniiiiiccccccc (my favorite by Planetboom—it’s the one for S4 League)

I am talking to my DJ max artists, this is so awesome I love them they’re so nice to me even though I’m just some spazzy fangirl.